[An edited version of this piece was first published in MINT LOUNGE on Feb 25th, 2012]
By Abhijit Dutta
I am sitting in a doubtful looking van, a Toyota Hi-Ace that bears all the traces of a hard, unforgiving life. Outside my window are fresh faced paddy fields, its innocent green submerged waist deep in water. Narrow trails snake through the fields, stopping at houses that stand on stilts and cower under roofs made from sugar palm leaves. I spy a man sitting on his haunches, alternately blowing and stirring a blackened pot. His body is lithe, the labour of an under developed economy sculpted onto his sinewy muscles.
I have just landed in Siem Reap, a place made famous for its proximity to Angkor, an archaeological site strewn with remains of the Khmer Empire. It is a popular destination: well over 2 million international visitors pass through the petite Siem Reap International Airport annually. The news that I will be visiting had led to several oohs and aahs from colleagues who had recently been. They all wanted to go back; their first trips had been magical. One of them, an American, had lowered her voice to a whisper and told me “it will change your life. I know it did mine. I have never quite seen anything like it. It was am-ay-zing”
As the van carried me through the road – an undulating stretch of red soil polka dotted with potholes – I begin to worry. Did I board the wrong flight? Had I gotten off at the wrong stop? Where on earth was this dream destination, the exotic charmer that everyone promised would take my breath away? I am in Siem Reap, Cambodia, but I could well be in Bankura, West Bengal. And that is a problem because my parents who joined me on this trip traveled from Kolkata, where they live, to Singapore, where I live, from where we flew into Cambodia. And now Cambodia looked like all those places that train journeys of my childhood took me through. About an hour before the Rajdhani Express would pull into Howrah, the scene outside would compose to a similar tableau of paddy fields and muddy dykes, well browned naked children running next to my window, fighting each other to claim my plastic water bottles. It was my cue that I was home. But right now, having sunk a kilo of rupees and many planning hours, home was really not what I was looking forward to!
For our stay, I had picked an eco resort called Sojourn (“for journeys of an entirely different nature”) that offered boutique villas away from the backpacker and tourist heavy ‘downtown’. It’s a refreshing sort of place, sitting as it does in the heart of Treak village, a settlement of 200 odd families. Around it, bulbous lotuses grow wild, roosters, ducks and swans troop around without a care in the world, rain fed ponds brim with goings on of water snakes, spawn and insects, and thickets are heavy with fruits and vegetables.
And yet, we found ourselves struggling to enjoy this ‘sylvan scape’, niggled as we were with the thought: did we travel this far to see a village?
The next day, at Angkor Wat, our English speaking tour guide tried to explain to us stories of Lord Vishnu, of seven hooded nagas and nubile apsaras, of devas and asuras, all etched into intricate bas-reliefs of the nearly thousand year old temples. “And that, you see with beard, is Indian high priest, Saa-dhoo” he says. “We know” my father tells him.
The merits of Angkor Wat, Bayon and Baphuon, the three main temple complexes in Angkor are of course obvious. These are some of the oldest monuments that exist in the world, and yet display a sophistication of architectural design that would put to shame any contemporary creation. These are ambitious structures, built over decades, combining an understanding of mythology, religion, statecraft, architecture and the importance of massaging a King’s ego into a powerful amalgam of stone and sculpture. A group of foreigners who stood near us could barely breathe with astonishment. Only the distraction of even more bizarre stories about Brahma, Vishnu, and Maheshwara could nudge them past their disbelief of exactly how ancient and how grand these temples were.
To us, it felt like someone was teaching us how to count. For every fragment of history our guide, Sokha, had memorized, my father would fill in the details, gently correcting him. Even my sketchy knowledge of mythology, grounded in Ramanand Sagar teleserials, seemed advanced. I felt cheated.
Later, sitting underneath the stern gaze of a stone faced Jayavarman VII in Bayon, a temple inspired by Buddha (or Brahma, if you prefer) in Angkor Thom, I wonder if my holiday was being ruined by the lot of travel narratives I carried on my back.
As an urban, English speaking Indian, my idea of travel is borrowed. From the adventures of Phileas Fogg and Passepartout as they traveled Around the World in Eighty Days to the incredible Travels into Several Remote Nations of the World by Lemuel Gulliver, my childhood was littered with stories that promised distance led to a different world. Tintin offered clear proof of this, his travels to the Land of the Soviets, to the Land of Incas, to the Red Sea, even to moon, came illustrated with never before seen vistas and experiences far removed from his home (or mine). In fact, even home looked different when seen through Kim’s eyes, thanks to Kipling. In later years, Graham Greene, Paul Theroux and Jack Kerouac confirmed this understanding of travel with their epic journeys and discoveries of the strange, the weird and the different.
In Siem Reap, I realize, this is a curse. The “narrative of difference” is really an alien – western - construct that is grounded in the fact that, historically, only the privileged could travel. It was only the men of great colonial empires of the last millennium – the British, the French, the Dutch, the Portuguese, the Spanish – who could hop onto their ships and set sail to unknown lands, or rather, lands unknown to them. Travel was always about new discoveries they made, about places they never imagined existed.
And so travel writing came to be located in the imaginative territories of the European - and in the last century, American - establishing an idiom that continues to govern the structure of contemporary travel narratives. It is typically the big name western publications that could afford to send its writers out into the great unknown, new age Ibn-e-Battutas dispatched to dark corners of the world, to tell readers back home how different the rest of the world looked. Writers now thronged the jungles of India, the peaks of Hindukush, the rivers of China, the pastures of Mongolia, the villages of Mekong, and yes, the temples of Angkor. They returned with extraordinary stories of people in mud huts and palaces, of bizarre mythologies and alien palates, of prosperity and poverty, of stereotypes and caricatures, of riotous colors and a joie de vivre that knocked the wind out of their reader’s pipes. As Edward Said writes in his introduction to Orientalism, these narratives rendered this other part of the world as a “place of romance, exotic beings, haunting memories, landscapes, and remarkable experiences” You just have to read Theroux’s iconic The Great Railway Bazaar or see Michael Palin’s Himalaya to learn how utterly cinematic (and strange) our otherwise ordinary backyards can be.
Publishers and editors here, bereft of travel budgets and any significant pool of good travel writers, gladly reproduced these narratives for the local population. We consumed stories about our own lands written up in evocative prose that transformed our daily lives into an incredibly thrilling experience. Asia became a theme park and we all bought tickets.
To be fair, this “narrative of difference” is a defining colonial legacy that affected all cultural expression, not just travel; be it architecture, fine arts, music, film, fiction or dance (this to a lesser extent, the traveling repertories of Uday Shankar and Birju Maharaj having already created an Indian narrative and context for itself, globally). But while several of these cultural forms have now found firmly Indian narratives to express themselves, particularly film and fine art, travel writing has lagged woefully behind. And so we continue to have to look to the westerner to help imagine our travel choices and endorse our itineraries, or worse, to his spitting image - the coconut class, the native elite - who, in Sartre’s memorable worlds, have the same “grand, glutinous words stuck to their teeth”
Perhaps it is unfair to expect it any other way; after all we don’t know any better. The only types of travel the average Indian knows revolves around pilgrimages, weddings and, more recently, business with fixed agendas. The idea of recreational travel, the idea that summer holidays and vacations could mean something other than going back home - that travel could be for its sake - has created the need for charting a whole new unfamiliar space, and the availability of international travel writing at the nearest bookstore (whose primary audience remained western) is a comforting crutch. Till as recently as 2010, magazines such as Lonely Planet and Condénast Traveler were only available as UK or US editions and even now a fair bit remains syndicated.
The fact is there is no Indian travel writer worth the mention. Even revered travel writers of Indian origin, like VS Naipaul and Pico Iyer, offer a mostly foreign gaze characteristic of their non-resident status. It is revealing that India’s best known resident travel writer is an Englishman – William Dalrymple – whose City of Djinns regularly outsells Khushwant Singh’s Delhi. More recently, Suketu Mehta’s Maximum City created some hope of an authentic Indian travel narrative, but is yet to dislodge Gregory Roberts’ definitive Mumbai book - Shantaram - from the popular imagination, for, readers, just as much as writers and travelers, are victims of this neo-Orientalist travel discourse. Like Said argues, so authoritative is this western articulation of Asia (and the Middle East and Africa) that “no one writing, thinking or acting on the Orient could do so without taking account of the limitations on thought and action imposed by Orientalism”
However, this discourse is beginning to fissure. According to PATA, India has one of the fastest growing outbound travel markets in the world, with approximately 12 million outbound travelers this year and trending to 50 Million by 2020. This means that sooner rather than later, as more and more India’s travel to distant shores, SiemReapian dissonances will become a hallmark of our travel experience.
Take the idea of Summers for example. The idea of “glorious”, “sun filled” summers spent outdoors getting a “high colour” or a “brilliant tan” is grounded in a climatic reality: the western hemisphere is subjected to bitter winters for almost 4-5 months every year. The onset of summers then is indeed something to welcome and travel magazines right to eulogize its many benefits.
Traveling to Helsinki last June, I stared in dismay at hordes of Finns, sweat streaking their faces, drunk on joy of 23 hour days steaming at 30 degrees Celsius (remember there is limited ventilation, a precaution for the winter). It’s the hottest summer Finland has seen in years and they just couldn’t get enough of it. Having traveled from a city that makes me sweat practically every day of the year (if it is not toasting me with dry heat) to see the magic of the Nordic, of being in the Arctic Circle, I was crestfallen. If only I had been seduced by travel writing exulting the charms of a white Christmas in the border town of Imatra, or the Believe-it-or-not temperatures of Lapland, and encouraged me to ditch the “best time to go”, to travel when its bone biting cold and frozen over.
Is it really possible for tourism departments and tour guides to rethink and reframe their spiels in culture specific contexts? Can the ancientness of Angkor be referenced to the 14th century ruins of the Vijayanagara empire in Hampi or the 13th century Konark Sun temple in Orissa – narratives that allow us to marvel at the shared ancestry, the linked histories? Can the Tonle Sap, a central feature of Cambodia’s cartography and the largest freshwater lake in SE Asia, presently framed in an exploitative narrative that features floating destitution – high end DSL cameras prying into and objectifying the heartbreaking poverty resident in the houseboats – shift instead to the immensity and fertility of the Great Lake itself? As a culture that grows up to respect rivers and lakes as sources of sustenance and spiritual deliverance, are we not uniquely placed to appreciate lives lived in perpetuity by the banks of the Great Lake? Free from the distractions of “white guilt”, can we not instead delight in the fact that the green coconuts here are of spectacular size and their taste sweetest in all of Asia? Or that wild lotuses growing effortlessly in Siem Reap’s villages would be considered a prize pick anywhere? Can we not get a little closer, penetrate a little deeper, discard the differences and instead celebrate the nuances on offer?
On one of our rest days in Siem Reap (being “templed out” in Angkor is as real as altitudinal sickness), my mother and I sign up for a Khmer cooking class. As it happens, it begins to rain furiously and our ‘classmates’ decide to stay inside. And so we begin cooking, just the chef and us.
The ingredients are immediately familiar – these are things my mother cooks with everyday – and prompts detailed conversations on the right texture and the particular varieties. Notes are exchanged on the constituents of the curry powder and the conversation seamlessly shifts to what people really use at home that flavours the cooking. We leave the sanitized experience that had been planned for us and arrive at the chef’s home where we settle down to some real Khmer cooking. It’s not awkward at all, the familiarity of our skin color and our ease at being inside a hut allowing a natural intimacy.
My last day is kept for a sunrise at Angkor Wat, but I arrive a little too early and my driver, Mr. Sary, suggests we head out to Banteay Srei, a 10th century Hindu temple, about 32 kilometers from Angkor. We speed through the ink blue pre-dawn, a light rain pattering onto the windscreen and arrive at Banteay Srei just as the sky dissolves to a mysterious grey. It’s barely 6 AM, we are the only ones here.
Mr. Sary, a soft spoken man of 60 odd years, takes me around the tiny temple, the only one built with pink stone (most being in red sandstone), and we stare at the clefts left behind where shiva lingas should have been (“stolen, all stolen” he says). We spend some time sitting by the statues of monkeys and then come out for a cup of Cambodian coffee that we buy from a stall he knows. He talks about his days as a guerrilla fighter for the Cambodian People’s Party, the years he spent in the forest fighting Pol Pot’s men, the great coffee the Vietnamese would bring in from across the border. His eyes moisten as he talks about his pregnant aunt being killed in front of the family, about how angry he felt. “But now is all over. My country has peace” he says, “the young build new country”. On our way back we stop at Ta Prohm, more famous as the “Angelina Jolie temple” having been cast in Lara Croft: Tomb Raider. Standing atop a pile of rubble that’s been there for 900 years, I stare in disbelief at the spung tree that holds the temple in a stranglehold, its unimaginably thick roots snaking around the entire complex. (Incidentally, Jolie’s connection with this place is just as entangled as the spung tree – her eldest son, Maddox, is Cambodian).
Mr. Sary knows by now to not bother with a historical description, and instead tells me of the erstwhile king cobra burrow in the temple (“Now no more, eaten already”). He has been coming here since he was 6 years old, and he takes me through completely dark pathways and past areas cordoned off for restoration work (the guards are from his village, he tells me with a smile), giving me a closer look at Ta Prohm’s moss kissed beauty.
In the end, I did succumb to the charm of Siem Reap. Throughout my trip, memories from my travels to West Bengal, to Orissa, to Kerela and Karnataka came back to me, but instead of lessening, it enhanced my appreciation. Without the distraction of differences I could rest my mind on the essential, teasing out more meaning than my colleagues promised.
Sometimes, to see our own existences recreated in another canvas, with a patina of colors we recognize but perhaps not use ourselves, can create some of the most memorable travel experiences. No, Siem Reap didn’t change my life, but it was a pretty amazing trip.